I am starting a new blog. Not INSTEAD of this blog, but in addition to this blog. This blog has kind of taken on a direction that was never intended. I wanted it to be filled with gushy stuff and sentiments about my daughter. It has done that to a degree, but it has also been littered with angst and frustration about many things out of my control and about other sad things such as my father’s cancer. All of these things are important for me to “discuss”, but I didn’t intend originally to use this space for that. Such is life. . . . twists, turns, changes in plans. . . . .
At any rate, my new blog will be solely for my daughter and for things I want to make sure to share with her that I feel are important for her to know as we navigate through the next 30 50 years or so . . . .
I don’t intend to “hide” this blog as I have no problems with anyone reading it. I will password protect the pictures I post on there still. Perhaps some day I will be able to post pics with the same freedom that others do . . . . I am just not there yet. Although, if you haven’t seen my girl, you have missed a magical little pixie of a creature . . . . she rocks my world as tiny as she is and half way around the world. I can’t tell people about her that I see face to face without crying because she evokes that intensity of emotion still. And they listen patiently as I carry on about how magnificent she is and how she has changed my life. God, I love that sweet little thing! This is what Heaven is like . . . .
After I do my chores (YUK!), I’ll figure out how to link the new blog to this one if anyone might be interested. No real posts yet, but “they’re a comin’”!